Poetry and stuff

Hopefully someday I will post something here.


What?

 I have not a clue! 


maybe a poem

maybe a song

maybe a photo

of him walking alone.


Elephant Ear Tear


        you are safe!

you are loved.

you are everything,

every day thoughts

of someone u love.

No me dieron pon!


Anoche tuve un sueño

en el que yo soñaba

que tenia un sueño

como ningún soñador podía soñar

y fui despertado por un sueño

en el que otro soñador

no podía soñar mi sueño

y de mi sueño me despertó,

de mi sueño, y por etapas,

me he de despertar

no soñando el sueño

que quería yo soñar... 

Did you see him walking by?

Ledge



I have seen it

Standing at the edge

Contemplating the descend

Between reality and unknown

I have seen me

Pulling myself from the ledge

While counting the steps

Between reality and unknown

I saw myself

Regretting the merge

While recounting the distance

Between reality and the unknown


It was then, as I fell

slowly towards nothing

that I realized

it wasn't suicide

that I saw

it was I, dreaming, thinking

what if? what if I jump?

would I be missed?

for how long?

how much cleaning

and trash to dump?

would it hurt?




It was then, as I fell

slowly towards nothing

that I realized

I didn't want to land

so I reached for my hand

and pulled me back

I didn't want to land

I still had fight left

Fuck you death!

I hear me scream


As I see it fall

slowly into nothing

just as slow

I fall

I wake

I cry

I do it

all over again...